a letter that never made it

26/11/13, 3.23am

i wish you knew how
i was never once fine
i wish you knew how
just badly i wanted to die

i know you always compliment me
i appreciate you for that
but please try to understand
the way my mind tell me i'm -

i knew i was so glad
when you entered my gloomy life
because from then on
i could finally see the light

darling, i'm so surprised
you managed to stop me from continuing my bad habit
but darling, i'm not surprised
that i'm actually back at it

you could try to fix the broken
but the pieces will never fit the same
because all along, my dear
i knew i was playing a game

a game i've officially lost
because i just wasn't strong enough
but please remember, sweetheart
you've always been good enough

i'm sorry i'm no longer here
i'm sorry i've disappointed you
but my dear, my lover
i will always love you

i will be looking down on you
from the sky, up above
don't forget to look up at the stars and the moon
and keep in heart our true love

please don't cry tonight
for i won't be there to comfort you
please don't follow me
for you were always pulling me through

i'm sorry that you now have to
wake up all alone
but i've written letters for you
since i can't ksis you through the phone

my darling, my love
i promise we'll meet again
because true love is what
someone like you must gain

i'm sorry my darling, because
i know i'm making you cry
i'm sorry my darling, but
this is my final goodbye.